after this life

Ever since I was a little kid I wouldn't sit and contemplate on what's after life, but how long our soul will be there. It's a deep sinking thought when a person actually realizes we could be somewhere forever, or no time at all. Let's say when we die our soul energy gets thrust back into the universe where everything started. Our energy is forever dashing as fast as light through warm holes, galaxies, stars and plantes. It's like astral projection forever. Let that marinade for a minute... Foorrevveer. That amount of time can not be obtained in the mind, because we all die on earth. Our outter shells detereriates and goes into the ground or ashes. Our energy goes somewhere else, either as a ghost on earth or as an energy force in the universe.